~*Autumn Bell*~

I saw lots of movie/drama talking about Maldives “马尔贷夫”for instance honey moon go there la, etc.. but hor, i dunno where is Maldives located, and how beautiful it is… until..

haha.. I surf and do tiny research on Maldives during my working hour.. Shhhh, don’t “wah” too loud.. here you go. An unspeakable admiration toward God’s creation ~~ Maldives..

Situated in the midst of Indian Ocean, the location of Maldives is simply wonderful as the crystal clear blue lagoon waters encourage a variety of water sports like snorkeling, wake boarding, kayaking, diving, water skiing, catamaran sailing and day/night fishing.

It is for this wonderful location of Maldives, that in the last few decades, the island of Maldives has transformed itself into a popular fishing, scuba diving, surfing, spa destinations and exotic resort.

Free 30 days Visa upon arrival for all visitors: No prior visa is required to enter the Republic of Maldives. Entry permit will be granted to visitors on arrival at designated ports of entry, based on the immigration requirements.

The rest, refer to the link http://www.visitmaldives.com/Maldives/index.php. I immerse myself into the imagination first.. see you..

 

After living what I felt was a decent" life, my time on earth
came to the end.

The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting
room of what I thought to be a court house.

The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table.

As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor."

He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me.

He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen.

I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney,
a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me,I felt I knew Him.

The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full
flowing robes.

He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn’t take my eyes off of Him.

As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin."

The prosecutor rose and said,

"My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this man
belongs in hell."

He proceeded to tell of lies that I told, things that I stole,
and In the past when I cheated others. Satan told of other horrible
Perversions that were once in my life and the more he spoke, the
further down in my seat I sank.

I was so embarrassed that I couldn’t look at anyone, even my own Attorney, as the Devil told of sins that even I had completely
forgotten about.

As upset as I was at Satan for telling all these things about
me, I was equally upset at My Attorney who sat there silently not
Offering any form of defense at all.

I know I had been guilty of those things, but I had done some
good in my life - couldn’t that at least equal out part of the harm
I’d done?

Satan finished with a fury and said, "This man belongs in hell,
he is guilty of all that I have charged and there is not a person
who can prove otherwise."

When it was His turn, My Attorney first asked if He might
approach the bench.

The Judge allowed this over the strong objection of Satan,
and beckoned Him to come forward.

As He got up and started walking, I was able to see Him in
His full splendor and majesty.

I realized why He seemed so familiar; this was Jesus
representing me, my Lord and my Savior.

He stopped at the bench and softly said to the Judge, "Hi,
Dad," and then He turned to address the court.

"Satan was correct in saying that this man had sinned,
I won’t deny any of these allegations.

And, yes, the wage of sin is death, and this man deserves to be
punished."

Jesus took a deep breath and turned to His Father with
outstretched arms and proclaimed, "However, I died on the cross so that this person might have eternal life and he has accepted Me as his Savior, so he is Mine."

My Lord continued with, "His name is written in the book of life
and no one can snatch him from Me.

Satan still does not understand yet.
This man is not to be given justice, but rather mercy."

As Jesus sat down,

He quietly paused, looked at His Father and said,"There is nothing else that needs to be done.

I’ve done it all."

The Judge lifted His mighty hand and slammed the gavel down.
The following words bellowed from His lips..

"This man is free."

The penalty for him has already been paid in full.

Case dismissed."

As my Lord led me away, I could hear Satan ranting and raving,
"I won’t give up, I will win the next one." I asked Jesus as He gave
me my instructions where to go next, "Have you ever lost a case?"

Christ lovingly smiled and said,

"Everyone that has come to Me and asked Me to represent them
has received the same verdict as you,

~Paid In Full~

"Stop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead, tell the storm how big your God is

一隻可敬的青蛙∼

從前有一個故事是這樣說的：有一群青蛙在比賽誰能爬上最高的鐵塔，比賽開始了，一大群的青蛙看著那高大的鐵塔議論紛紛：「這太難了！我們絕對爬不到塔頂的……」、「塔太高了！我們不可能成功……！」聽到這裡，有些青蛙便放棄了。

看著那些仍然繼續爬的青蛙，大家又繼續說：「這太難了！沒有誰能爬上塔頂的……」就這樣你一言我一語，越來越多的青蛙退出了比賽。
 
但有一隻卻越爬越高，最後當其他的青蛙都無法再前進的時候，牠卻成為唯一到達頂點的選手。
 
其他的青蛙都想知道，牠是怎麼做到的？於是便跑上前去詢問，才發現原來牠是個聾子！

朋友，你知道這個故事告訴你什麼嗎？是的，嘴巴是別人的，但人生卻是自己的！
 
雖然我們不必做個真正的聾子，但卻要永遠充滿希望、樂觀和積極，不要只聽那些消極、悲觀的話，因為他們只會潑別人的冷水，澆熄你的毅力。要將充滿力量的話，時時記在心裡，因為這將影響你往後的一生。

嘴巴長在別人嘴上，但自己卻要走屬於自己的道路。 在這個現實的社會裡，即便是遭受旁人無情的冷落、批評、否定，甚至排擠，也不能表示你就必須哀聲歎氣、自怨自悲，唯一能否定你的人，只有你自己！

God and Satan are a topic/matter which is far beyond man’s understanding and description.. However, here is something very interesting thought that come across my mind…

God created Satan, and the rest of angels.. Satan was an beautiful angel, who loves to sing, and bring all the angels to worship God. He/She/It was very beautiful, and which caused him to have pride. He wish to become God. Eventually pride leads him to destruction and became Fallen Angel..

That day onwards, Satan become enemy of God. He no longer has close relationship with God. 

God created the heaven and earth. He created man and woman in His own image. However, Satan started to make the world confuse. He started to draw people near to him instead of God.. God saw the people that he created is no longer pure. The nation is polluted with all sinful thought and action.. Man lust, drunk, orgy, gossip, etc. Therefore, He sent Jesus to this earth..

Jesus is fully God and man. He was born through a virgin. Jesus’s mission is to save the world. I guess Satan knew it, and he tried his very best to tempted Jesus and make Him suffer, in order to cause Him to disobey God’s will.

Jesus suffered great pain, mock, even at the point of death. Satan was happy and he thought that he had WIN, because Jesus died on the cross. However, he doesn’t realized that this was under God’s plan. God’s plan is to have Jesus died on the cross and resurrected on the 3rd days, so that all man (sinners) can experience new life after we accepted Jesus in our life…

I guess that time Satan never never thought that he was a loser when Jesus died on the cross. I’m truly salute to God, and His perfect plan. I really can’t imagine how Jesus was suffered.. But I knew is very very pain in physical and emotional…

I felt blessed and priviledged cause I believe in Jesus.. I believe that I can overcome all my challenges, and difficulties, even guilt through Jesus who gives me strength. Amen!

I had a free lunch today again.. haha.. recently, I’m very blessed by God on the area of food.. “把悲愤化为力量”So I eat, and eat.. slowly I guess can become a fatty pig.. :p

I went to Cyberview SME II showcase this afternoon.. With food expectation, me and my colleagues went there with only one purpose.. haha.. We saw exhibition hall.. We quickly queue up, and wondering is there food inside? That’s why we call "curiosity kill the cat". When we enter, they required us to drop our business card. Thanks God, I bring my name card along with me.. haha.. After done, we walked through the exhibition hall.. Almost near the exit door, where is the food? All of us thinking.. Maybe they don’t provide?

After come out, not giving up as we have yet to fulfill our purposes.. (Searching).. "There.. far far away written "Luncheon Hall".. Haha.. there we go.. Very pai seh is when we approach the entrance, the food receptionist asked us " do you have your invitation card?" We don’t have o.. So embarassing, I said let’s go back la, since we can’t enter.. Surprisingly, got one guy (wearing MSC collar shirt) passed by.

The guy: " Masuk, masuk…"

Me: "Kita tak ada invitation card"

The guy: "Tak apa, masuk. Tak payah invitation card.."

I guess he must be our angel.. haha.. Then we enter without the invitation card.. During the time, the speaker keep on giving his speech.. I guess is a seminar/talk with lunch provided. But we just enter to EAT. haha.. I had a wonderful meal.. Yummy..

I also invited Sim Sim to come.. haha.. she also enter without invitation card.. So pai seh, sendiri sudah pai seh, ask fren to pai seh together.. haha..

Then before we depart back to our office, we saw lots of people carry bag pack. Realised that It’s free.. So, we decided to enter the exhibition hall again.. 2nd times - purpose - the bag pack.. Foresure, I get one bag pack from Cyberview lor..

Wow.. Is a pai seh experience.. but in return is free lunch and free bag pack.. Worth it o…. haha

Yesterday night, my dear frenz (ex-coursemate, KT mate, church mate) also consider my ex-colleague.. haha.. multi-title.. We decided to celebrate Suzanne’s bday in Sushi King, SK..

At first, Su Lan told me that we are going to eat sushi. I reply " Don’t want. I dun like sushi la".. But when think carefully, we are celebrating Suzanne’s bday.. I’m not the star of the day.. haha.. then I reply " Since you say there got rice, we go there lor." A bit forceful, but thanks God that we went there yesterday night.

This is my first time ate at Sushi King. Basically, I dun like sushi. so foresure I won’t step my feet on any of sushi restaurant or buy any of them.. haha..

Firstly, I’m sure wish Suzanne ‘happy bday in advance’ .. haha.. Cause we celebrate one day earlier..We sat at the table near the sushi train. So that we can easily take the sushi from the train.. haha. The price for each plate is determined by its colour. Start price is RM2-pink colour, max RM6.(If I’m not mistaken, forget the colour price liao).

We start taking, start eating, start ordering, start chatting… haha.. Sim Sim look like loyal customer in Sushi King, cause she is expert in mixing the sauce (got wasabi, mitsume- guess is sweet sweet one, kicap- forget the name liao). So I follow her way to mix the sauce. I asked her why u so expert. She kept the secret, dun wan to tell us how many times she went there.. I’m doubt maybe she came with her BF before.. haha

I tried one of the sushi which wrapped with seaweed on the train, and dipped in the man-made sauce (sim sim’s recipe). Erm.. frankly, that time I felt like vomitting. I dun like seaweed, and the wasabi taste bitter. (no offence ya to all my readers). So I choose those sushi without seaweed.. haha.. I planning to take one plate which is fried prawn and rice. But being stopped when see the plate price is RM6. Continue choosing as the train is running. Trying to adapt myself to the environment.

Next, we also ordered set meal.. The meal that I ordered cost RM13.90. I guess is reasonable gua.. The rice is alot.. Luckily I shared together with Su Lan.. Everthing we divided into half.. haha.. The drink for seat meal is Yacult (Alex’s bro favourite). Sim sim, our expert is the one who order for us. Suzanne also not bad. We tried the egg & rice (dunno what it’s called already). Taste delicious. But quite full, so just ate the egg. Suzanne is very helpful, help us to eat all the rice. Thanks for saving us. haha.. Birthday Girl mah..

Lastly, is the main agenda of the day- "Happy bday to you, happy bday to Suzanne"… Suzanne requested us to sing softly , so that it won’t disturb the rest of customers. haha.. Quite considerated person.. Make a wish & cutting cake…

Me very ’san pak’. Since this is my first time ate in Sushi King. Sure need to take some picture lor.. I asked bday girl to help us to take photo.. Ask Fei Ling to take with me, she refused.. Maybe I too childish, she dun wan to play with me. :p… Next time will upload the photo once get from Suzanne.. (Thanks, Suzanne for the lovely photos)

   

Along the dinner, we ate.. definitely, and chat.. I felt very happy.. It’s been so long that I never had this kind of relief in my heart.. When the night I back home, I felt my spirit is up again.. I don’t felt discourage anymore. Think back, I not focusing on my own problem during that moment.. We’re chatting, for the sake of knowing other better, our life, our works.. I guess currently this is my temporary solution to my problem.. I need to mix around with my frenz more… Have fun with them.. Dun focus on my current situation.. Think of other things.. There are still lots of things for me to fulfill. I still have long way to go in my life. If me myself already collapsed, how can I achieve more for Jesus? I do not wan to look on other’s opinion towards me anymore.. I will just focus on what I’m doing right now with all my heart, I will just be MYSELF.. n MYSELF to please God, not man anymore…

    ¹ O LORD, you have searched me
       and you know me.

    ² You know when I sit and when I rise;
       you perceive my thoughts from afar.

    ³ You discern my going out and my lying down;
       you are familiar with all my ways.

    ⁴ Before a word is on my tongue
       you know it completely, O LORD.

    ⁵ You hem me in—behind and before;
       you have laid your hand upon me.

    ⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
       too lofty for me to attain.

    ⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit?
       Where can I flee from your presence?

    ⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
       if I make my bed in the depths, ^[a] you are there.

    ⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
       if I settle on the far side of the sea,

    ¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me,
       your right hand will hold me fast.

    ¹¹ If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
       and the light become night around me,"

    ¹² even the darkness will not be dark to you;
       the night will shine like the day,
       for darkness is as light to you.

    ¹³ For you created my inmost being;
       you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

    ¹⁴ I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
       your works are wonderful,
       I know that full well.

    ¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from you
       when I was made in the secret place.
       When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

    ¹⁶ your eyes saw my unformed body.
       All the days ordained for me
       were written in your book
       before one of them came to be.

    ¹⁷ How precious to ^[b] me are your thoughts, O God!
       How vast is the sum of them!

    ¹⁸ Were I to count them,
       they would outnumber the grains of sand.
       When I awake,
       I am still with you.

    ¹⁹ If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
       Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

    ²⁰ They speak of you with evil intent;
       your adversaries misuse your name.

    ²¹ Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
       and abhor those who rise up against you?

    ²² I have nothing but hatred for them;
       I count them my enemies.

    ²³ Search me, O God, and know my heart;
       test me and know my anxious thoughts.

    ²⁴ See if there is any offensive way in me,
       and lead me in the way everlasting.

Learn from David, a man after God’s heart…

Long long time ago, there is a story of a man & a big stone. This man is heading to brighter future. In front of him, there are 2 paths. There’s one is a wider path, and one is narrow path which block by a big stone. He is trying very very hard to push the big stone. He push and push. He tell himself "why should I push the big stone in order to get into the future? How about I just use the wider road?". He sweat, and felt thirsty. He almost give up as he saw lots of people just follow the wider path. Crowd say "Come and follow me, our easy path". He felt that he is very stupid. Why he need to go through lots of challenges, as some people just very easy and get to the destination. Why he need to face the stone? Why he need to be critise by people, yet speechless? Why people not listen to him as he trying hard to explain about the reason why he choose this path?

Story stop here.. What do you think the man will do? Will he continue to push the big stone? or he just give up and follow the wider path? The story goes the way that you like it.. However, for me, I hope the man will continue to push the stone. Although he may not know now, although he need to humble himself even ppl misintepret & misunderstand him.

Luke 8:15 "But the seed in the good soil, these are the ones who have heard the word in an honest and good heart, and hold it fast, and bear fruit with perseverance."

Move forward, and brighter future is waiting for me.

I’m gonna miss you all..

HaPpy is a miniature pinscher which came to Alex’s rent house on Nov 2007. I love dog, but not every dog I like. I love those cute, adorable, but not those eye being closed by their fur. At first, I’m not so fond of HaPpy, but as day goes by, I’m being attract by her cute, and obedient..I called her as "HaPpy". Why? because when I call her, happy happy, I will feel more happier.. When I’m down, I will feel more relief.. I guess maybe is physchology factor.. haha..

Recently, on 30th March 2008, she gave birth to 6 puppies… Lovely puppies.. Still remember the time when they just born, and not able to see the world yet.. They just use their touch to sense their surrounding.. Now, they can open their beautiful eyes to see beautiful world..

Brownie, I’m gonna miss you alots.. This is my favourite puppy.. She is a type of lembap.. haha.. She doesnt fight for food, just sit still and cry softly.. She crawl very slowly.. Sometimes she doesnt even know where is she heading to, so she will just make some tiny voice, and waiting for me to carry her back to original place.. I loves her.. Hope she will have a good family to take care bout her..

Here is the rest of puppies… They are cute. now, they know how to shake their tails.. adorable.. How I wish I can keep them…  

I’m gonna miss you all… Take care yo… Hope that will have good family to take care bout you all…

思念~~ 突然在我脑海中漂浮。。。

思念 过去的点点滴滴。。。思念我们的曾经

公寓电话的铃声响，手机的铃声响。。。

相框里的照片， 精美的小礼物。。。

一起走花园的日子，一起在档口吃炒馃条， 一起看足球赛。。。

深深让我感觉到幸福。。。

幸福是因为我当时的天真与无邪？幸福是因为我不懂得分辨？

幸福是因为小礼物围绕着我？幸福是因为铃声响？

慢慢地，我长大了。过去的就让它过去。。

思念是一种快乐吗？思念是一种幸福吗？

一刹那， 顿时思念从我脑海中消失了。

我不要再思念了。 我要学会珍惜。

珍惜我现在所拥有的， 懂得珍惜才是幸福。